Déjà vu

Once again I sit alone at four in the morning; once again I crave for you
And Once again I woke up dreaming about you
Déjà vu It’s just me and no you
It’s just another dream, it’s just another awakening
As I look around it is all the same yet I know U have changed
How many more chances, how many more memories
Every time there is a new face, every time there is a new promise
Every time a renewed will to give it my best n then just like every time it is all over even before it started.
Déjà vu It’s just me and no you
Everything we discussed everything we shared, every topic we talked about it was all so important
Today I think of those discussions, sharing and talks and wonder how u can go on without me to share it with;
Or is it you too miss them the way I do and pretend to go through life like I do
Déjà vu It’s just me and no you

The talent & the talented

As he sat in the corner and watched every one claim their two minutes of fame he kept wondering about his own talent and his intrinsic competency to excel in what he does.

Never has the thought of being branded as talented occurred even in his subconscious mind. But today as he sat in his chair he was forced to redefine his definition of talent and creativity. The lifelong grudge that he had with his creator about being a mister nobody in the world of somebody is going to change forever. Little did he knew that today he is going to be introduced to that aspect of his life which has been brewing his natural talent for years and now was ready to serve a special flavor called originality in all his work, be it creative writing which he did for leisure or his professional technical writing.

Sometimes one needs validation of their own talent , self doubt and lack demonstration of the talent often lead us to believe we don’t have it , where as the reality says we do not use it. When the room full of people turned around and acknowledged his art of orating, his ease with knowledge and his passion for bringing in a change his talent was recognized although it still was not classified in to the pseudo genres of creativity.

So Mister talented the world is open to you and is ready to experience your talent in the forms which cannot be represented by anyone but your own natural style. Whenever you need the validation of your self-worth just close your eyes and think of all the lives you have touched and transformed forever and that will give you perspective of what you can create and achieve without the technical expertise of a creator but an intuition of a dreamer.

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unkae khayal sae subah hoti hai...unhi kae khyaloon ki ratien
phir bhi rah jati hain kitni unkahi baatien

एक दुआ.....

अए मेरे मालिक...मुझ पर भी रहेम् कर
अए मेरे मालिक...मुझ पर भी नज़र कर, अब ये मेरे बस का नहीं,
ख़तम मेरा येः इंतेज़ार कर
अए मेरे मालिक .. मुझे मेरी बर्बादी के ज़रिये ही सही... अब तो आबाद कर
अए मेरे मालिक...मुझ पर भी रहेम् कर

Stillness....

May be the tittle of the post is not correct but then in life we never do make the right choices.
Today there is a certain kind of quiet, peace silence all around within the confined space of her room.
A statement "good things come to those who wait" made me think .. how long does one wait...? I am from the belief that if you do not give a child a candy at the age where its not a candy for them but a world of taste, color, dream and basically an adventure for them then there is no point giving them the candy when they know that it can lead to high sugar level, might make them diabetic, not good for teeth the.. the list goes on, it kills the essence of candy., Ignorance is indeed blissful.

An extreme approach I agree but then balance is something I have never been able to strike .. that does not mean I don't try but somehow it has never worked for me. Coming back to the statement good things come to those who wait.. also what u want u should go fight for it and get it... the waiting game I have been playing tooo long and now its been so long that I am the only one left at the table.. clean sweep eah..?

As I sit in my room typing this post I realised everything is frozen in time, as I try to shake the chains of my past the stronger they hold on to me. I do not mind the chains they are so many and so strong they keep me rooted but every time you hope,,,, u aspire u take a chance u take a risk against all odds they hold you back, or is it that they just ensure that your fall is not as hard as it would have been had you not been bound to them.

Even when there is eternal stillness somewhere I would like to believe a beginning is unfolding itself may be in the form of an African American becoming the first citizen of United States Of America or in the form of younger, intelligent, more educated youth of India joining politics hoping to give us our Indian pride . As I enjoy the stillness and the silence around me I also hear a voice all those who believe in better times for individual self and for our country its your time and our time. In spite of all the rajus of stayam, or those corrupt politicians who make our government.. this I believe is a awakening which is not pompous but quiet well informed and ready to deal with the likes of you and many more.

If you are ashamed to stand by your colors, you had better seek another flag.